Ben H. | 5D-19

Hey, I was curious on a question I have. Now I love this server a lot. And I've left a few times because of people and never stuck with my gut. Now since of that if I join I'm on my last straw I was told even if I properly resign I will be banned. And I don't I want to change of of that. Now I know it's hard possibly to get this second chance but I am asking if their is a way that my past actions would they stay as of leaving and joining. It has been really hard thru those times and I would love to talk 1 on 1 about this situation. 

I hope this message is well, 

Thank you sincerely,

Ben H.